I was once in a similar situation. Some may remember I had an account on here last year and was pretty vocal against CFG, Man City, and the MLS. I was disgusted that CFG treated the club like they were Man City's JV team and I thought that the administration was extremely out of touch with the NYCFC fanbase. I was angry the jerseys resembled Manchester's and I was angry that Manchester took our (third) best player for the majority of the season. For the most part, we had a terrible season, even for a first year club.
I'm not sure what actually happened. Maybe it was time away from the boards, or time away from watching soccer every single week, or maybe its just me giving up entirely; but I really don't care any more. I love watching the team play. I will enjoy watching Pirlo, Villa, Lampard, Mix and the other talented players we have. I will root for the team, obviously, but thats about it. I've lost the emotional connection that I had to the team. Actually, I couldn't even tell you what position NYCFC finished, because I paid so little attention to it. I didn't even know Kreis left until a few days ago.
I'm in a better place now, and I could not be happier. I suggest you all do the same.